One month. No, less than a month and we will have a kindergartner on our hands. This should not be having such an emotional effect on me, but it is. It makes sense that moms who have had their kids home with them since they were babies would be emotional, but he’s been in day care since he was 6 weeks old. Six weeks. That sounds so young now. At the time I was so conflicted about leaving him. I really had no choice, but while part of me was loath to be separated from him, the other part of me was also glad to have space and adult interaction.
Now he’s five and asking about when it will be September. He’s so excited and therefore I need to be just as excited for him. But, oh the anxiety that is for some reason creeping in. That feral part of me wants to protect him from everything, but I know that I have to just step back and watch him go. Maybe it’s harder because it won’t be me putting him on that bus every day? I feel like I’m losing so much time with them by having to work and I would love more than anything to be able to drive him to school and pick him up, or at the very least to wait with him at the bus stop with his sister and excitedly be there when he gets home.
Anyway, I never did share any pictures from his preschool graduation, did I?
Oh this boy. Sometimes we’re too much alike. More and more we’re starting to find a better middle ground. We’re both hot headed at times and need our space. I can always count on him to be a champion for whoever needs it, though. Whether it’s protecting his sister from a bully on the playground or trying to keep everyone out of the room while I have quiet time. You’ll do fine… we’ll do fine.
Well, considering we’re almost to fall, I should probably enjoy these summer moments while they last. The high is the in 50s today. The 50’s. I’m not ready for fall and quite frankly, it gives me a bit of the sads when I even start to go there, so I won’t.
I had a lot of great intentions for summer this year, and then I’m not really sure what happened… I suppose we have been a bit busy and considering the kids had swimming lessons every Sunday for the majority of the summer that kind of explains why we didn’t do much else with water. How can summertime be so short, though? I feel like we really need to get in a few outside swimming days before the pools close, but that will depend entirely upon the weather. We did, however, have at least ONE decent water balloon fight. I didn’t get any pictures during the fight since they both gained up on me multiple times, but it was a lot of fun.
Who knows, maybe we’ll have time to sneak in one last fight before the end of summer, and maybe we’ll even convince Josh to join us.
I think we’re down to only one lesson left of swimming for the kids. At least for now. We’ll enroll them into the next level as soon as registration opens since we don’t want them to lose momentum at all! Has it been worth it? Ultimately, they may not have learned much this time around, but it’s amazing how much more willing to try new things kids are when someone besides their parents asks them to. They’re putting their mouths in the water, blowing bubbles, willingly getting their ears and heads wet… it’s a big step forward for sure.
Soon enough they’ll be able to rescue me if I fall into deep water! Haha! In all seriousness I should probably work on my lack of swimming skill. I can do your basic back float and some kind of strokes, but I can’t tread water and honestly have a slight fear of deep water anyway. All the more reason to make sure our kids know how to swim!